Weak Tea

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weak tea
for a weak stomach
anxiety attack

Summer 2014

 

 

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Day 8 NaHaiWriMo 2017

opening the door

not ready to face the day

slow blooming flower

Today’s prompt is “opening.” My brain is trying to go in 3,000 different directions at once, so this is the haiku you get today.

To see my haiku from last year click on the nahaiwrimo tag at the top of this post. To see all of my haiku click the haiku tag. You can also do this for Categories.

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Symanntha Renn

The Dark Hours

moon behind the clouds, luna, full moon, moon on a cloudy night

The Dark Hours
are supposed to come
between dusk and dawn
but sometimes they
roll in early
or stay too late
like a bad house guest.

 
 
This was written for a Heart Soup prompt found on Twitter. To see more micropoetry follow me and other poets on Twitter. There are a lot of us if you look through the hashtags.

Even During Winter

digging up roots
there is nonstop growth underground
*even during winter

 

*I have anxiety, it does not have me.
When I write about winter, I am writing about hard times. Whether I am speaking of: a woman’s difficulty having a child, or depression, or another season, winter equals hard in my poetry.

I know it is now Spring; I wrote this poem just last month for National Haiku Writing Month and didn’t want to wait to share it until next Winter.

roots of moss, flower root

Grudge | A Poem

cloudy snowy day, trees in winter

 

  Grudge

The monster creeps in unnoticed

He wraps his long fingers around your arm

And you are powerless to stop the anger

 

You feel the bile rise in your stomach

The boiling begins

You taste it in your throat

 

Before you know it

The monster speaks for you

Words cutting like whips

 

The tears fall and last words are heard

Doors slam and silence ensues

The monster now controls you all

 

The phone silent mocks you

The monster joins in

He repeats words said

 

He keeps replaying the scene in your mind

Even as you get into bed

He assures you your words were right

 

So you listen to the monster

Shutting out the animal of reason

The bird of reality flies by

 

Years later the monster’s fingers lose grip

What were the words again

What was it that was so upsetting

 

Without the monster it’s hard to remember

When you stop being angry it’s hard to remember

When you pry away the grudge’s fingers

There was nothing there after all

I tried to write/format this poem to where the stanzas looked like monster fingers. What do you think??

Today’s prompt for NaBloPoMo is: If you could permanently get rid of one worry, what would it be?

Wow! That is really hard because I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and I worry over tons of stuff every day. And I can’t help it, and I can’t make it stop. I can’t cut triggers out or avoid the problem because I get anxious over every thing that could affect me or my family. I worry about: if my trees are going to survive the winter, if I have taught my son enough social skills, about the US Economy, how I am going to get through college, are there enough missionaries in Asia, and what should I cook for dinner tonight? And that’s just what goes through my head before I drop off my son at school. If I could permanently fix my brain so that I did not worry about 1 thing ever again, I guess I would pick…. yeah I can’t pick. They all seem large and important and if I don’t worry will I ever fix everything? Will I ever be good enough? Will I ever change anything for the better if I am not concerned enough to act? If I let go of a worry like “Is my church group doing enough?” or “Do I know enough about foreign politics?” or “Whose pictures should hang in the living room?” will I be able to be a good person?

A post about the mind.

cloudy blue sky

 

Lost Sunlight

Sunlight falls into the house,
floating down from the window as if lost.
Should it really be here?
In this dusty dreary place?
The light creeps into the corners,
it stops at the couch and thinks,
thinks about traveling the hallway.
But there is only sadness down that way.
That is not a place for sun to be.
Tears flood that room and all sound is drowned out.
The sunlight recedes, backs to the window.
It slowly fades back out….
Knowing its not wanted in that dreary place.

 

Today is World Mental Health Day. Here is a link to last year’s post with numbers you can call if your mind is overwhelming you.

Wandering Wednesday and the Worm

wet butterfly and cocoon

 
 
 

Struggling Beauty

 

Life shouldn’t be this hard
I wonder if that is what the worm says
As he shuts himself away from the world
Only to get bored while stewing in solitude
He has to struggle then
To come back to the world
But his wings, once unfolded
Are beautiful for the struggle

 
 
If you look very closely you can see that this butterfly just came out of it’s cocoon.